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Piano 45

by Spottiswoode

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1.
There’s a boy on his 21st birthday He’s going downtown with his friends First he stands in his suit in the driveway His mother and father both holding a hand And perhaps I was pointing the camera I’m not really sure of it now But even today I remember My brother so handsome, my parents so proud And oh my brother and oh my mother I love you I love you I love you And oh my father we’ll take care of you We love you we love you we love you There’s girl by a train on the platform She looks so incredibly young She points up the track with a pack on her back Her parents squint awkwardly into the sun Then we’d wait every day for her postcard To my parents, my elder brother and me If ever one came it was always the same My brother would read it to the whole family And oh my brother and oh my mother I love you I love you I love you And oh my father we’ll take care of you We love you we love you we love you And oh my sister come home we miss you We forgive you we forgive you we forgive you We’re gonna live together on earth and in heaven Forever and ever and ever Forever and ever and ever We’re gonna live together on earth and in heaven Forever and ever and ever
2.
Well I heard my baby, yes I heard my baby on the radio And I miss my baby and I curse the day I ever let her go She sang so sweetly yes she sang so sweetly, nearly made me cry Well I hurt my baby so I lost my baby Now didn’t I? Well I watched my baby, yes I watched my baby give an interview And she looked so pretty it was such a silly foolish thing to do Then they showed her picture yes they showed her picture with another guy Well I hurt my baby so I lost my baby Now didn’t I? Didn’t I take her for granted? Didn’t I take her for a ride? Didn’t I do just what I wanted Till the love inside her died? Didn’t I neglect her, disrespect her and effect her confidence? All she had to do was collect the evidence Didn’t I take her for granted? Didn’t I take her for a ride? Didn’t I do just what I wanted Till the love inside her died? Didn’t I neglect her, disrespect her and effect her confidence? All she had to do was collect the evidence Well I begged my baby yes I begged my baby “come on back to me” She said “I’m sorry honey, go spend your money in the duty free” I said “it’s not over,” she said “yes it’s over here’s a kiss goodbye” Well I hurt my baby so I lost my baby Now didn’t I? Yes I hurt my baby so I lost my baby Now didn’t I? Yes I hurt my baby so I lost my baby Now didn’t I
3.
I went around the world Hoping that the world Would show me some truth Checked out of the race Found a guru with a pretty a face And she told me all she knew And I listened and I learned And now I have returned But I haven't changed at all No I haven't changed at all I miss my baby I want my baby so I love my baby I need my baby home She asked me how I’d been I told her what I’d seen She said "it must have been amazing" Then she looked into my eyes She said “You seem different somehow” I shrugged said “Yeah, maybe” But somewhere deep inside I hid the tears I cried ‘Cause I haven't changed at all No I haven't changed at all I miss my baby I want my baby so I love my baby I need my baby home They say things happen for a reason Well give me one good reason Why she's gone
4.
You'll See 02:24
You’ll see, you’ll see It’s gonna be fine, it’s gonna be fone You’ll see, you’ll see It just takes time, only time I know that you’re hurting, you’re nursing the wound that you feel It’s not gonna kill ya, I tell ya you’re soon gonna heal You’ll see Bad luck, bad luck That’s what it was, that’s what it was Don’t give up, don’t give up Just because Because it’s a beautiful thing to be free and alive Let go of your fear I guarantee you’re gonna be surprised You’ll see Just open up your heart and don’t forget to breathe Just open up your heart and don’t forget to breathe You’ve made your confession, you’ve learned a new lesson it’s true There’s no need to hurry, I’m not gonna worry for you, you’ll pull through You’ll see You’ll see You’ll see You’ll see Just open up your heart and don’t forget to breathe
5.
You always said I didn’t care I wouldn’t make any sacrifice But then you left me and I finally finally fell for ya Now I’d even follow you to Philadelphia Yeah, I’d even follow you to Philadelphia I don’t give a shit about my career And you know it’s not going so well They say if you follow your heart it makes you healthier, sometimes wealthier Well, I’d even follow you to Philadelphia I’d even follow you to Philadelphia So don’t strike that Liberty Bell No, don’t strike that Liberty Bell I love you so much and we know each other too well So please don’t strike that Liberty Bell Just like your Mama always wanted She and you stepdaddy can help raise the kids To get you back you know I’d go through any kind of hell for ya I’d even follow you to Philadelphia Yeah, I’d even follow you to Philadelphia I’d even follow you to Philadelphia Don’t strike that Liberty Bell I’d even follow you to Philadelphia Don’t strike that Liberty Bell I’d even follow you to Philadelphia
6.
Understand 03:06
God, if you’re up there Tell me what to do I know you will forgive me If I don’t believe in you ‘Cause I’m trying to understand Yes, I’m trying to understand But I don’t understand I’d do anything I can To bring my baby home But she’s not coming back to me I’m gonna head out on my own ‘Cause I’m trying to understand Yes I’m trying to understand But I don’t understand Gotta pray gotta pray gotta pray gotta pray gotta pray Every day every day every day every goddam day Gotta pray pray pray pray pray Every day Maybe in the wilderness I’ll stumble on a sign Away from the distractions Cluttering my mind ‘Cause I’m trying to understand Yes, I’m trying to understand But I don’t understand Gotta pray gotta pray gotta pray gotta pray gotta pray Every day every day every day every goddam day Gotta pray pray pray pray pray Every day And I’m trying to understand Yes I’m trying to understand
7.
The walk of shame You’ve made the hall of fame again Your picture has been framed again Along the walk of shame No you won’t learn Your better angels have been spurned again Their dresses torched and burned again The rain has doused the flames The streets are lined with last night’s broken bottles You stagger home, a soldier from the battle Cattle to the slaughter When will it end This journey through the dark, my friend? You’re lonely and you can’t pretend You’re pretty any more It’s six o’clock, the night was so delicious But now a puddle is a mirror for Narcissus Better hurry, that’s a Walk sign No, don’t look back Don’t give yourself a heart attack The dawn is leaking in through all the cracks It needs someone to blame So hurry home Hole up behind your stone again Air-conditioned and alone again While they’re polishing your name Along the walk of shame
8.
Pretty soon I’m gonna die No use in wondering why Oh my oh my Time to say goodbye I see the writing on the wall Autumn leaves are gonna fall November sky No need to cry I know that heaven’s gonna come I know that heaven’s gonna come I know that heaven’s gonna come And I don’t know what I’ve done No I don’t know what I’ve done To deserve it Row your boat out to the sea Let the water bury me No need to cry Oh me oh my I know that heaven’s gonna come I know that heaven’s gonna come I know that heaven’s gonna come And I don’t know what I’ve done No I don’t know what I’ve done To deserve it I know that heaven’s gonna come I know that heaven’s gonna come I know that heaven’s gonna come And I don’t know what I’ve done No I don’t know what I’ve done To deserve it To deserve it I don’t deserve it
9.
I got the piano tuned a week ago It’s in the living room of our little home No I won’t be playing my guitar Any more The sun is shining down on old New York Across the Brooklyn Bridge up to Central Park But I’m sitting here alone inside Trying to write Girl, won’t you tell me what I’m doing And girl, won’t you tell me where I’m going And oh, you never told me the sun was gonna shine It’s a wonderful surprise It’s a wonderful surprise And now she’s calling me from the train She left here yesterday in the pouring rain I say “I love you so,” she says “Yes, I know I’m coming home” Girl, won’t you tell me what I’m doing And girl, won’t you tell me where I’m going And oh, you never told me the sun was gonna shine It’s a wonderful surprise It’s a wonderful surprise It’s a wonderful surprise
10.
Happy Or Not 03:04
Premises are open Bottles have been broken Waitress working overtime I've done a little drinking Drinking while I’m thinking Thinking ‘bout this life of mine They ask a lot if I’m happy or not They ask a lot if I’m happy or not “Are you happy, are you happy, are you happy or not?” Found myself a true love Got myself a new job Everything I need and more One day we’ll have children What we gonna build them? Wonder what we’re living for They ask a lot if I’m happy or not They ask a lot if I’m happy or not “Are you happy, are you happy, are you happy or not?” Well I’m sure it’s gonna be alright Hallelujah Hallelujah 'Cause I’m gonna make it right Happy New Year Happy New Year No I don’t know what it’s all about Have a good time Have a good time But I’m gonna work it out Hallelujah Happy New Year Happy Happy Happy New Year Happy Happy Happy New Year Happy Happy Happy New Year Happy Happy Happy New Year Another bottle opened Another promise broken Waitress says it’s closing time I’ve done a little drinking Drinking while I’m thinking Thinking ‘bout this life of mine They ask a lot if I’m happy or not They ask a lot if I’m happy or not “Are you happy, are you happy, are you happy or not? Are you happy, are you happy, are you happy or not? Or not? Or not? Or not, or not, or not?"
11.
I can’t believe you said goodbye Though I know the reasons why Don’t know what I’m gonna do ‘Cause oh babe I’m the one for you I love you more than the setting sun I love you more than the Chosen One I’m sorry if I was untrue But oh babe I’m the one for you He makes you happy, that’s what you say I’m sure he’s got new games to play I do declare I like him too But oh babe I’m the one for you So if you ever come back to me I’ll love you well and honestly I’ll cherish you our whole life through ‘Cause oh babe I’m the one for you Oh babe I’m the one for you Oh babe I’m the one for you Oh babe I’m the one for you I’m the one for you
12.
Fine Wine 02:18
I’m a fine wine I get better with the years Time has been kind I got it all right here I’m not some Beaujolais Nouveau Oh no I’m at the top of my game Doesn’t anybody see? Some burn out in flames Never happened to me I’m not some flash in the pan Pepsi Cola can "Do you remember what your mama did?" She smiled and took me by the hand "Do you remember what your daddy said?" 'Son, you’ll be an honest man' "Do you remember what your brothers did?" They chose my names; they gave me love "Do you remember what your mama said?" 'You come from God, You come from love' "Always remember that you come from God" And from the rain and from the sun "Always remember that you come from love" And the soil in my blood "Always remember that you come from God" My mother held me in her arms "Always remember that you come from love" I come from God I come from love I come from God I come from love I come from God I come from love I’m a fine wine Not to everybody’s taste Gonna drain this bottle dry There’s no more time to waste Yeah I’ll get you a cup Let’s drink up
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Chariot 04:36
Nothing to say Only a melody Hmm Hmm Nothing to hold Only a memory Summer has come Summer has gone Now run to your chariot Run to your chariot Counting the days Until the war begins Hmm Hmm Run to your chariot Run to your chariot May calmer minds prevail Over fear and greed and hate
15.
The sun is good The rain is good The wind will blow you far away From where you were Let go of the mast Let go of the wheel Now you’re just lying on the deck Remembering how to feel What comes next my little darling? What comes next my precious child? It’s in your heart It’s in your heart What comes next my broken angel? What comes next my one true love? It’s in your heart It’s in your heart Ride through the night Ride through the storm Sail through the tropics Of Cancer and Capricorn Soon you’ll see land Or maybe not These things take time it’s true But time is what you’ve got What comes next my little darling? What comes next my precious child? It’s in your heart It’s in your heart What comes next my broken angel? What comes next my only love? It’s in your heart It’s in your heart It’s in your heart It’s in your heart

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Spottiswoode's most intimate record. His first solo collection in over a decade, Piano 45 is as raw and stripped down as it gets.

Most of the songs feature simply piano and voice. Only a few have any extra embellishment – and then mostly just some extra backing vocals.

Documenting the period around a romantic break-up, the songs on Piano 45 combine Spott’s storytelling skills and trademark wit with a greater vulnerability. These are palpably spiritual songs about love, family and loss.

“Yes, I I I have turned into a cliché. This is my mid-life solo acoustic heart-on-my-sleeve romantic break-up record.”

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released January 19, 2010

Spottiswoode: Vocals, Piano, Guitar
Tony Lauria: Piano (2, 4, 10)

Produced and Mixed by Kenny Siegal for Old Soul Records
Mastered by Fred Kevorkian
Cover Photo: Jeff Forney
Artwork: Kim Reinhardt

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Spottiswoode & His Enemies New York, New York

For over 2 decades, Spottiswoode & His Enemies have been a constantly self-reinventing New York institution. The IMA winners recently earned three more nominations for their 7th record, LOST IN THE CITY, “an immersive theater-of-the-mind love letter to New York”.

Spottiswoode's songs appear in numerous TV shows and films including Either Side Of Midnight for which he also wrote the screenplay.
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